Do Not Read Secret

The often dull, occasionally heart warming and sometimes hilariously (bad) diary entries by me aged 10 - 16ish

9 February 1995

Dear Diary,

Me + Rebecca aren’t talking, she’s being horrid to me saying that she didn’t do anything and that it’s all my fault, she’s taking Amanda away from me And I think she’s a cow, frankly, I really do. She’s always being horrid to me I try to ignore it but today I didn’t do anything and she’s saying it’s all my fault.

Must go

Love H Harding

8 February 1995

Dear Diary,

Gemma asked TM out again, he said no but he’s softening. I really like him. I’d be devastated if he didn’t. I’d be really upset for ages + ages. I would be grumpy. If any boy asked me out I’d just shrug tell them to push off and that i’m not in the mood.

Anyway must go.

Ciao,

Hannah!

7 February 1995

Dear Diary,

Back to school tomorrow (I was off ill yesterday). I can’t stop thinking about TM. What if he’s got a girl!? I’d be heart broken. There’s this girl in his tutor group called Jemma she’s very pretty and most boys fancied her in the Juniors. This girl I know thinks that TM fancies me, but I think he fancies Jemma (maybe). I hope he fancies me though.

Anyway should be getting to sleep.

Love

Hannah

3 Feburary 1995

Dear Diary.

So this is the first time you’ve been written in at my dads! How do you like it, a new smell, atmosphere! Everytime I come here I am much happier and more relaxed. Today was non-uniform day at school. I wore dungerees, turtel neck (brown) and a long baggy jumper (beige) and brown boots. I’m going to see Dads ‘lady-friend- on sunday she’s called Gillian. I hope she’s better than Steve.

Must go. Love Hannah

2 February 1995

Dear Diary.

I’m packing you up so you can be ready to be written in at my dads. Tomorrow is a non-uniform day (Yessss) school wasn’t good today. There were only SIX yes SIX girls in the class. In english I was the only girl in the class because the other five went off to practice their play! The other girls thats Rebecca, Amanda, Amy, Leonie, Catherine, Clare and Vicky were all off with the ‘Phantom Flu’. So that left Me, Erika, Melanie, Donna F, Emma S and Donna S. Donna and Emma S are twins. The only nice one of that five is Mel (not including me). 

Must go.

Love Hannah Harding.

1 February 1995

Dear Diary.

School was good today I still love TM. He was in my mind all day today. There isn’t much to write today. It’s basically the normal thing.

Must go.

I’ll write more tomorrow.

Love

H Harding

31 January 1995

Dear Diary,

School was good today, was good. Rebecca went home ill today. I might be sleeping over Leonies on the 10th after the disco. I really need to see TM. I’m terrible sick over him (love sick).

I know I’ll ask to see his sister then i’ll be abel to see him.

I must go. 

Love Hannah Harding

30 January 1995

Dear Diary.

I went back to school today again. It was a drag. I spose suppose it was ok. Becka and Manda weren’t nice to me. I’m going to dads on friday then i’m going back on sunday. There’s a disco on Friday the 10th of February. It’s a valantine discos no-ones asked me yet and I don’t really want them to either. Theres a non-uniform day on the 3rd of february. I don’t know what to where. I want to redecorate my room in a few years. I think I’ll go continental with lots of beads and little bells.

I must go now.

Love Hannah Harding

January 28 1995

Dear Diary.

Today Gemma is sleeping over at mine. They asked TM out again he said no again. I brought a MUFC key ring. I’ve got a fatel diesese love sickness diesese. Me and Gemma are planning to talk all hours. I must go I will write again tommorrow.

Love H Harding

January 27 1995

Dear Diary,

Today was the worst day all this week. Becca and Amanda ignored me all day today. AND to top it all off Cantona has been suspended for the rest of the season (BOOO!) Gran thinks he deserved it, I don’t. I think the supported should of got charged with racial decrimanation. Because Cantona wouldn’t of done what he did if that man hadn’t said what he did say. There is only so much a player can take. Anyway I’m sending that v-card on the 10 of February. As you may have gathered I am in love with T. I just can’t stop myself.

Steve came round today (boohoo).

Love

H. Harding.